There's a lot of things going on in the past two months and I think I've grown a lot, or so i thought. But still I wanna be a better person. It's not that I'm a bad person at the moment.. lol .. but I think I can be better. My most important goal in life... So everyday they says.. you should ask yourself "Have I been of any useful help for anyone today?". And that keeps me going day by day without regrets.

I am still not improving when it comes to relating to ppl. It gets much better now but I still find that I often keep myself in a capsule where there are only me and a computer and forget what's happening around me. Or in the office that I enjoy connecting myself to other ppl thru computer rather than having an actual conversation with ppl, unless they come and find me.. lol.. hmm don't know if this qualify as a problem or not.. haha or i just want an attention, because if it's the latter reason then I don't want it. I am not an attention-seeker. I do things because I want to, and i enjoy doing it, and not because I want ppl to like me. Because that way i know it doesn't last. 

The important thing is you have to be genuinely and naturally good from within.

haha ok.. better go. Hope all is well for everyone.

Ling ^-^ (the strawberry farmer/picker)